Demons

(archived thoughts) But you have demons of your own.  That make me refrain from adding my anger on top of what already haunts you. Hurting people hurt people and wishing you harm would only feel like kicking someone when they're down.  Not that you don't deserve to feel the heartache and destruction your selfishness has caused me, you do.  But not getting what we deserve is sometimes a saving grace in our lives.  And I would honor myself and the love I had for you by allowing you a saving grace.  Although you chose not to honor me i think revenge is a fools pursuit.  I still choose kindness, I hope I always do.  And as for you, once my lover but with everyday that passes more a stranger to me,  A part of me will always wish you had made different choices.